Saturday, December 26, 2009

40 Min Drive - 10 Years Back!

The date is 26 Dec 2009 & on this day exactly I went back to my Engineering college & nothing has really changed except for few colours and touch ups.Wow!!



I am the 1st person to reach there at 11:10 AM as the reunion was scheduled at 11:00 AM & slowly everyone walks in & Booomm!!!! We are 10 years younger & the place is Nadergul, College is MVSR Engineering College, the batch is 2003 & the stream is ECE.

These few steps have finally taken all the friends back to an age where we used to spend hot noons in basketball & volleyball courts. The strategies, the groups,the college, the game courts, the game & finally the friends - none have changed except the real estate. I really am feeling blessed to be a part of such a beautiful journey called Life with such golden footprints in our memories.



Irrespective of what & how successful we are, the friendship and the attitude remained the same. Some have slimmed down and some have rounded their bellies, some got married, some became proud fathers & some still single. With so many changes in life, if something has remained unchanged is our friendship ofcourse the same enthusiasm to play. Infact we played basketball too in the scorching sun and had photosession in the ECE block. It started with looking at the locked doors of the classrooms, where we used to have our lunch at 11 AM itself during the lectures.The entire classroom used to fill with an aura of beautiful home cooked food especially chapatis with aloo curries & during the regular lunch breaks chapatis never lasted more than 30 secs. Open the box- bang 10 hands rush replicating the amitabh's satte pe satta! The same roti would have taken 10 min to eat at home and still hunger would not have gone. It's not only me, everyone in the group has gone/treaded 10long years back into the memory lane and saw each one of us in the same class rooms doing the same things.




It went on by each one of us visiting the LOO to recollect how the exam paper used to get shared just 5 min after the start. All the students who were aware of the question paper are so lazy, they used to read not more than 2 or 3 answers, so that it will fetch them atleast 9 marks out of 25 & the rest of the people who have already started the exam never bothered of such leaks. 1 Centimeter 2 fold paper had 4 long answers-Could you believe that! Miniature Masters doing bachelors in Engineering.

Dragging myself back to the present, we all went to Nadergul to have lunch. we had samosas,puffs cool drinks just to make ourselves ready for the big finals. Yes we played a match and the teams are as follows.




Team A:
Jithu,
Srikanth lambu,
AVS,
Bhai,
Ravinder Naik,
Saasu(big)
Srinivasulu.

Team B:
Raki,
Subbu(Small),
Raghu,
Aamir,
Nagesh,
Prashanth
Vijay Jelli,

Guess who the winner is? ofcourse the spirit! And finally the interview session by Subbu(Chota) went on successfully with his pure telugu and impure questions.




If I had a chance to live my life again, I would definitely join the same college with same friends doing the same mistakes. After all watching so many bollywood movies it really is not difficult to make out - what sentiment means !









To add an icing on the cake, majority of the group went to "3 Idiots". Good movie presenting most of our feelings on a big screen.

I thank all of you for making my life so beautiful and making this trip more sweeter by not adding calories though.

Regards,
Santhosh Kumar.

Friday, April 24, 2009

The Beauty - Brighter Side!

See the sun has risen for me again,
See the breeze has brought fragrance for me again,
See the flowers have blossomed for me again,
See the butterfly has spread it wings for me again,
See the beauty of nature is calling me again,
I am falling in love with life again & again,
I see how beautiful my life is – Everyday!
I see how beautiful my home is – Everytime!
I see how beautiful my country is – Everyinch!
I see how beautiful my countrymen are – Everyone!
Yes I do have shortcomings, I do have limitations,
But see how privileged I am to realize the same.
My friend asked me to see the brighter side,
I am sure everyone will have such a friend!
I see I am lucky
Lucky to be a friend!
I see I am lucky
Lucky to be a student!
I see I am lucky,
Lucky to be a brother!
I see I am lucky,
Lucky to be a son!

I am in Love.
In love with Life,
In love with Soil!
I Love my India!
Jai Hind!


Santhosh Kumar.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

With Stars in my eyes, I am destined to grow big!

Millions of year ago I started my journey. I am born, out of nothing,I had nothing. I created everything, whatever is today, all by my"self". I Crawled, Walked, Ran, moved ahead, worked hard and made things work & achieved great things. I consider "Questioning Ability" to be my greatest asset.From handling stones to computers, all I did is to question. Question my own "self". I got all the answers what I looked for except one.

Millions of questions I asked , millions of doubts I raised from time immemorial, I got more than one answer for every question.

That one question still haunts me "Why I am here". I have no answer.My "Self" has not responded so far. It makes me wonder, whether its a question at all in first place. If yes, whether it is right question or not. I also wonder why I came out of nothing & created so many things. Do I have enough tools in terms of senses to understand the "Purpose of being here".

"I" made this planet liveable or this planet made "me" liveable! Either way, I m damn sure about one thing. As I originated from nothing, I will end up in nothing, complying with the law of conservation of energy.

Being specific to this incarnation, I am here to live a materialistic life, being a common man, with stars in my eyes destined to become big, fulfill all desires, enduring pains with broken heart , to become stronger with every moment passing.

All I understand is experience this human life form & I am destined to grow Big !

Santhosh Kumar.


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

I love her!

She is So Beautiful,
I want to treasure her!
She is so truthful,
I want to hold her in my arms,
I want to keep her in my heart!
I cannot have a safer place for her.
When given a chance,
I will keep her there for the rest of my life!
Away from everyone,
Away from every other eye.
I love being extremely possessive about her,
I love being her Adam,
I love dying her loyal mate!
She is so beautiful,
She is so truthful!
My eyes & my lips feel her sense,
Her name is "Tear”, always makes my vision clear.
My love makes her sweeter than wine!
I love her- locked in my eye,
Carry her with me even after my death.
She is mine, will be always mine!

Santhosh Kumar.


Monday, April 13, 2009

Ocean of Tears !

My tear Speaks!
It consoles me,
That I m not weak!

It says,
"I m there for you,
Take care of your Smile,
As its the tougher friend,
Slips down the lips so easily,
Take care of it, treasure it
"

My tear speaks,

"You can hate me,
You can shed me
"

"I am there to convey your true feelings,
That too only in front of true friends
"

My tear Speaks!

"Shed me,treasure smile,
Sincere smile & honest tear,
Will convey truth always
"

My tear Speaks,
"Give me a way,
I will bridge the hearts,
Give me a chance
I will prove to be as sweet as wine
"

My tear speaks!!


Santhosh Kumar.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

I lost that 1 Min!

Some things do hurt, whether you are sensitive or not!
It's not because someone has behaved arrogantly towards you,
It's not because someone simple could not understand your pain,
It's not because someone has intentionally made you feel, the way you feel,
Why is it easy to tell, it's not because!!!
Is that Someone - Everyone or Anyone?
The answer is a straightforward "No".
Do some questions have answers at all?
In first place, is it fair enough to ask, whether it’s a question at all?
If it’s a question, for sure there will be some answer.
Its a matter of time, when I will be able to know it,
As wise people say "Time is a great teacher, unfortunately it kills its Pupil"

I am still alive, then I should have known/felt/experienced everything or atleast something,
Why do I grope in such a broad-day light when things are so crystal clear.
Why?

The worst of the worst happens, when the best is in store for you.
How long each will remain, is the testing period!
Every famous person will have his/her share of misery,
It’s only my perception what I want to see!
It’s only my life how I want to live!

As businesses, industries, economies follow cycles, so does life.
Have I come full circle?
Am I too young to speak about philosophy & enlightenment?
Learning does not cease with age, as I have seen people aged 100 going to school.
What matters is not age, the cycle.
Did I complete a full cycle, how many cycles still to complete?
I still feel the pain, jump crazily at times in joy.
Do I have to see that I lost that one min from my friend in the present?
Or I have to see that I have gathered thousands of best moments in the past.
I am waiting for the day when I will be indifferent to the moments of Joy & Sadness!


Santhosh Kumar.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Number Game !!!

How many ?

Either its financial wealth figure or a target figure.


Its just a number!! or more than a number ? just think!!

My Career depends on it.

It controls my mood.

It controls my happiness.

It controls my daily routine.

At the end of the day, it controls my sleep.

It gives me nightmares.



Number is just not a number anymore my dear friend!!!!

-Santhosh