The Programmed Man!

Thousands of years ago man started his journey with 0(Zero). When he was born he had no food, no shelter, no clothing, not even a single thought. The brain was filled with vacuum or call it a null. It was programmed to Zero. Even the slightest change would change it to some positive value over the continuum. He had the gift called "Brain" & still greater was the "Power Of Thinking" & the greatest is "The Power Of Positive Thinking". The tool was so powerful that it elevated humans to a completely new level & emerged as the most superior species compared to other living beings.

With the passage of time, man has left 0(Zero) ,a long way behind, but till date he has not reached 1(One).Millions of lives have been inbetween 0&1, lived & died in the Grey Zone(Inbetween 0&1). He never reached literally 1.

If I were to use the analogy of 0s&1s and find myself in the Grey Zone, 0 representing a life with Godliness & 1 the God himself, I wonder why God created me!What he wanted? What he wanted me to be? Does he want me to be a "0" or "1"? .Now what I want myself to be, a "0" or a "1". What is the purpose of creating all of us expect the first person of this planet, dying in the Grey Zone? If the first person started at ground "0", then the last person would end in the same "0" or would be die reaching "1". If he reaches "1", it means death of a GOD. Now next doubt Creeps in, why will GOD have a death?

I have no answers. But I am sure , I am not the last person on the earth to die. I will definitely die Grey.

I clearly understand GOD made in twos "Everything" & "Nothing" , "Good" & "Bad", "Head" & "Tail", "Yes" & "No", "Black" & "White", "Man" & "Woman" & finally "0" & "1". The rest is always the combination these two extremes.

I am in search of ultimate purpose of life & life beyond death!

Thanking you Kapil Dev

Indian Cricket is at its best in recent days. Its only because of Mr. Kapil Dev.

I agree that the idea of IPL is pirated by BCCI from ICL format.I always wonder one Man who stood for the betterment of Indian Cricket is never given the credit for the change he brought indirectly.

Yes Kapil was Bold & "is" Bold.He was dead against BCCI & dismal performance of Indian Players in 2007 World Cup.His formation of ICL challenging BCCI, resulted in the betterment of Indian Cricket -by BCCI challenging the ICL forming IPL.

Today Indian cricket, for whatever reasons playing best cricket they have ever played. I would entirely give this credit to one Man- thats Kapil Dev. I, for that matter all the Indians and others also believe , we had never dearth of talent in Indian cricket! Its only in the minds or the attitude that was lacking. And Kapil Dev brought the change and transformed the face & soul of Indian cricket!

Thank You Kapil Paaji!

An Indian Cricket Fan!
Santhosh Kumar.

Why do I feel Jealous!

I am not a computer nor a robot! I would have been lucky if I were to be one! I would not have bothered to feel what others made or want me to feel! I feel lonely rather made to feel lonely by my closed ones! I have felt all kinds of pain & the utmost is the one caused by jealousy! Why my near ones always show so much love when my physical presence is there ? Sometimes I wonder myself being too orthodox in ways to expect everyone or for that matter my closed ones to be like me! In paradox, I want to catch up with modern times.

Which ones are right? My values or my feelings. My values make me behave in such a way that I always end up hurting my near ones and my feelings always make me react in such a way that I end up hurting myself. The Jealousy is such a burden on my mind- it never lets me sleep, its so heavy that my heart crushes under its weight.

I always believe I am superior to computers.I always feel I have more to express than 0s & 1s. When God created me, he gave emotions & feelings , of all kinds. He gave me beautiful eyes to express, wonderful brain to think, sensible heart to feel.I can be so happy at times, that tears roll out my eyes in joy & my heart doesn't even register its weight. But when they roll out when I am certainly unhappy & jealousy, why can't I bear the pain!There is an ocean deep inside which I want to shed! There is no time for offloading, the next moment death awaits. Why the strength to feel happiness & sadness not the same? Has God made some error or I myself am the error!! He is known to be Perfectionist, so the latter is certainly true.

I need some strength to fight with my feelings I need some wisdom to upgrade my value system, I need direction. God give me strength & courage and friends do give me feedback!