Friday, April 24, 2009

The Beauty - Brighter Side!

See the sun has risen for me again,
See the breeze has brought fragrance for me again,
See the flowers have blossomed for me again,
See the butterfly has spread it wings for me again,
See the beauty of nature is calling me again,
I am falling in love with life again & again,
I see how beautiful my life is – Everyday!
I see how beautiful my home is – Everytime!
I see how beautiful my country is – Everyinch!
I see how beautiful my countrymen are – Everyone!
Yes I do have shortcomings, I do have limitations,
But see how privileged I am to realize the same.
My friend asked me to see the brighter side,
I am sure everyone will have such a friend!
I see I am lucky
Lucky to be a friend!
I see I am lucky
Lucky to be a student!
I see I am lucky,
Lucky to be a brother!
I see I am lucky,
Lucky to be a son!

I am in Love.
In love with Life,
In love with Soil!
I Love my India!
Jai Hind!


Santhosh Kumar.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

With Stars in my eyes, I am destined to grow big!

Millions of year ago I started my journey. I am born, out of nothing,I had nothing. I created everything, whatever is today, all by my"self". I Crawled, Walked, Ran, moved ahead, worked hard and made things work & achieved great things. I consider "Questioning Ability" to be my greatest asset.From handling stones to computers, all I did is to question. Question my own "self". I got all the answers what I looked for except one.

Millions of questions I asked , millions of doubts I raised from time immemorial, I got more than one answer for every question.

That one question still haunts me "Why I am here". I have no answer.My "Self" has not responded so far. It makes me wonder, whether its a question at all in first place. If yes, whether it is right question or not. I also wonder why I came out of nothing & created so many things. Do I have enough tools in terms of senses to understand the "Purpose of being here".

"I" made this planet liveable or this planet made "me" liveable! Either way, I m damn sure about one thing. As I originated from nothing, I will end up in nothing, complying with the law of conservation of energy.

Being specific to this incarnation, I am here to live a materialistic life, being a common man, with stars in my eyes destined to become big, fulfill all desires, enduring pains with broken heart , to become stronger with every moment passing.

All I understand is experience this human life form & I am destined to grow Big !

Santhosh Kumar.


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

I love her!

She is So Beautiful,
I want to treasure her!
She is so truthful,
I want to hold her in my arms,
I want to keep her in my heart!
I cannot have a safer place for her.
When given a chance,
I will keep her there for the rest of my life!
Away from everyone,
Away from every other eye.
I love being extremely possessive about her,
I love being her Adam,
I love dying her loyal mate!
She is so beautiful,
She is so truthful!
My eyes & my lips feel her sense,
Her name is "Tear”, always makes my vision clear.
My love makes her sweeter than wine!
I love her- locked in my eye,
Carry her with me even after my death.
She is mine, will be always mine!

Santhosh Kumar.


Monday, April 13, 2009

Ocean of Tears !

My tear Speaks!
It consoles me,
That I m not weak!

It says,
"I m there for you,
Take care of your Smile,
As its the tougher friend,
Slips down the lips so easily,
Take care of it, treasure it
"

My tear speaks,

"You can hate me,
You can shed me
"

"I am there to convey your true feelings,
That too only in front of true friends
"

My tear Speaks!

"Shed me,treasure smile,
Sincere smile & honest tear,
Will convey truth always
"

My tear Speaks,
"Give me a way,
I will bridge the hearts,
Give me a chance
I will prove to be as sweet as wine
"

My tear speaks!!


Santhosh Kumar.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

I lost that 1 Min!

Some things do hurt, whether you are sensitive or not!
It's not because someone has behaved arrogantly towards you,
It's not because someone simple could not understand your pain,
It's not because someone has intentionally made you feel, the way you feel,
Why is it easy to tell, it's not because!!!
Is that Someone - Everyone or Anyone?
The answer is a straightforward "No".
Do some questions have answers at all?
In first place, is it fair enough to ask, whether it’s a question at all?
If it’s a question, for sure there will be some answer.
Its a matter of time, when I will be able to know it,
As wise people say "Time is a great teacher, unfortunately it kills its Pupil"

I am still alive, then I should have known/felt/experienced everything or atleast something,
Why do I grope in such a broad-day light when things are so crystal clear.
Why?

The worst of the worst happens, when the best is in store for you.
How long each will remain, is the testing period!
Every famous person will have his/her share of misery,
It’s only my perception what I want to see!
It’s only my life how I want to live!

As businesses, industries, economies follow cycles, so does life.
Have I come full circle?
Am I too young to speak about philosophy & enlightenment?
Learning does not cease with age, as I have seen people aged 100 going to school.
What matters is not age, the cycle.
Did I complete a full cycle, how many cycles still to complete?
I still feel the pain, jump crazily at times in joy.
Do I have to see that I lost that one min from my friend in the present?
Or I have to see that I have gathered thousands of best moments in the past.
I am waiting for the day when I will be indifferent to the moments of Joy & Sadness!


Santhosh Kumar.